the crossroads
this weekend marks the end of the line. crossroads are up ahead. not just any crossroads, but the crossroads.
i have to make the decision to either shape up or ship out. my birthday weekend has to be the end of my slacking or else i'm overly fucked like a pornstar gangbang come finals. turning 21 with the tempation for bars and sunny weather on the horizon will only work to distract me even more. i know my willpower isn't near strong enough to make it through, but i've got to try anyway. that's the only thing i learned from the second and third matrix; that regardless of the circumstances and no matter how overwhelming the odds, you've got to try (otherwise, aside from the motorcycle scenes, the movies were shit). not really because you choose to, but because it's an innate human instinct; it's survival. either i get shit done or i am done.
in either case, i fucking hate school. college is great, classes are shit.
of course, if the two became mutually exclusive, there would be no point in being here.
i have to make the decision to either shape up or ship out. my birthday weekend has to be the end of my slacking or else i'm overly fucked like a pornstar gangbang come finals. turning 21 with the tempation for bars and sunny weather on the horizon will only work to distract me even more. i know my willpower isn't near strong enough to make it through, but i've got to try anyway. that's the only thing i learned from the second and third matrix; that regardless of the circumstances and no matter how overwhelming the odds, you've got to try (otherwise, aside from the motorcycle scenes, the movies were shit). not really because you choose to, but because it's an innate human instinct; it's survival. either i get shit done or i am done.
in either case, i fucking hate school. college is great, classes are shit.
of course, if the two became mutually exclusive, there would be no point in being here.
posted by KTrain at 12:35 AM
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